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[Dec. 10th, 2004|10:20 pm] |
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This is Richards mother. I am very disapointed that the school didn't take better measures at handling Richards complaints. As you all know, Richard died earlier after he shot James Brooks. I know his father should of locked up that gun. I am deeply sorry about this. I cannot believe I lost my son. He was a good boy, at heart, he was. He just needed to prove himself.Thank you Toby and Emma for being there for him. Even though things didn't go well for Emma....and I'm sorry. I don't know how to explain that. I hope the best for James Brooks. Now I have arrangments to make, I'll try to come back with details, but its hard. I cannot stop crying. My baby, my baby Ricky!
R.I.P. MY RICKY |
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[Dec. 6th, 2004|04:55 pm] |
I WON WACK YOUR BRAIN!
BUT- SOMEONE POURED FEATHERS AND PAINT ON ME...
THIS IS THE END
THIS ALL STOPS HERE.
THEY'LL ALL PAY
TRUST ME
TO MOTHER AND FATHER, I LOVE YOU BOTH DEARLY.
THANKS TOBY FOR BEING MY FRIEND
FUCK YOU EMMA FOR LEADING ME ON
AND WHOEVER DUMPED THAT ON ME, YOU'LL PAY......
NOW I MUST GO BACK NOW.... |
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[Nov. 29th, 2004|05:59 pm] |
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No matter what I do at that school no one seems to notice. Great, now Emma thinks I'm a freak too. I hate everyone in that school except Toby and Emma. I cannot believe Spinner and Jay. They couldn't get any meanier to me. Maybe I should switch schools. But this Friday I will show everyone my talents! You'll see!!!!!! |
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[Nov. 13th, 2004|02:16 pm] |
Thanks Emma...your really great
I can't wait for the quiz thing! My mother is so stoked about it. :) At least I have that to smile about. Toby's been really nice to me, Jimmy is starting to also. Its nice to know you have friends.. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2004|04:57 pm] |
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Damn people....damn Degrassi....they'll see. You all will see!! What I can do!!
When I win for the school!
School isn't getting any better. Everyone is still treating me bad. The teachers really don't care. No one cares...
Only Emma.... |
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[Nov. 4th, 2004|06:14 pm] |
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Yet again people are cont on making my life hell. I hate it. They'll be sorry...I'm going to be in a quiz contest with Emma and Toby pretty soon. I know we'll win |
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[Oct. 28th, 2004|10:57 am] |
I think in Emma's journal she was hinting about that dance. But I don't want to really go to any Degrassi functions...I'm just the freak. People don't understand that people make mistakes. I seriously feel like dying sometimes. I wish I could go back and never hurt Terri. I didn't mean to. But I did, I know, and I'm sorry.
Heres something I wrote:
The tears don't mean anything
What I say don't matter
You can't see past me
Only thing you see is what you want
My minds constantly racing
All my regret has long caught up
I wish everyone knew what mistakes meant
And how to forgive....... |
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[Oct. 20th, 2004|11:16 am] |
School was a drag, again. Everyone is always staring at me. :(
Its lunch time now, and all I'm doing is sitting in the school's library, playing games on the internet. I wonder about Terri so much. I hate myself for what I did and its not use being mean to me when I CAN'T change it. If I could, trust me, I would. I'm very sorry. And I hope I didn't affect her life too much. I want her to be happy.
Oh, here comes Emma <3...maybe she'll want to eat lunch with me.
Signed,
Rick |
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[Oct. 18th, 2004|04:50 pm] |
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For those who don't know,I am in therapy because of last year. One of the ideas was to keep a journal to write down my thoughts.
School year has started out bad. Of course, everyone still hates me. Toby has been being nice to me. We talk in one of our classes we have together. Emma and Paige started a ribbon against violence thing and I tried donating to it, and yes, I knew it was about me to begin with.
I can't even go anywhere anymore. I went to the Dot to have some coffee, and that fuck head Jay took me outside and tried beating me up, and he broke my glasses. :*(
But Emma stood up for me. She even talks to me in school. She's nice...and real pretty... |
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